Dream Within a Dream

July 28, 2017

What I've been waiting for for so long is finally here: my holiday. Yes, I am in Cluj, my hometown - in Romania. Now that I'm here, I wish I were back in London. Not really, but I'm starting to feel more and more that I don't really belong here and no matter how beautiful my country, my town, my family and friends are...surprisingly (even for myself) is that I feel more "at home" in London. Most of my friends are there, my cat and...more than half of my heart.

Even though it feels relaxing and good to be back to where I grew up, some things never change. I don't want to be mean and I certainly didn't forget where I come from but man...people never change - some are still mean, rude, impolite, spreading negative vibes. And those who live here know what I'm talking about. Some are fun, cool, but still...That's why I decided not to focus myself on people while I'm here (it's difficult to ignore them in Romania), but on experiences...and please let them be as far from civilisation as possible so I can relax my mind.

With that being said...#sorrynotsorry

I will enjoy my holiday and live with the hope that someday people will realise that being relaxed, happy and caring about theirselves and their experiences in the first place is more important than what happens in their neighbour's backyard.


Photo: Cristian Vadan
Styling: Carla Vadan

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  1. Your outfit seems perfect for holiday. You rock the ponytails really well. Romania sounds beautiful, but too bad some people are rotten.


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